Do you believe in me?

One of the greatest accomplishments an individual can have is someone who believes in them.

By believing in someone, I mean the person will sacrifice someway in there life to help you gain in your life.

Short story, I have people who believe in me. I fully recommend everyone to search in there life and discover the individuals in your life who believe in you. Those individuals who believe in me get special treatment, as they will help me an anyway, I return the favor and spend time with them, cancel other plans to be with them and so on. Those special people are not perfect, but I try not to point out there flaws, as they are a shining jewel in my life.

This is my life. Part 1.

*Alert* This blog is just random thoughts in my mind... I'm an honest person.

So I've been thinking a lot about life in the past month. I have had surgery, a gastric bypass to prevent cancer and plenty of other health issues. The surgery went rather well as expected. After the surgery, I went through a span of about 2 weeks where I didn't feel like talking to almost anyone. I had 2 friends I would talk to and my parents, that was it. My phone would ring, I wouldn't answer. People would leave a voice-mail, I would listen and get my parents to call them back to update me on my surgery success, as I didn't want to be rude and not reply at all. So during the two weeks I didn't want to be social, I thought about a lot of stuff, just plain old stuff. I was thinking, I have a lot of friends. I have tons of friends I talk to a good bit. I also have a few close friends. The close friends are the ones you grow to expect things from, by expect I mean visiting, calling, hanging out with. But after my surgery, not all of my close friends was around. To be honest, it kind-of pissed me off. Not that my friends have to come around all the time, but if a bro is in the hospital for a few days and then is in bed for a week or two, a visit and call or two might be nice. I don't think I was asking to much. So now, I think I have a new set of close friends. I have 2 very close friends. Don't get me wrong, I have tons of friends and I love them all a lot! But 2 are just always there, no matter what. I also try to be around for them also! Friendship is a two way street. So this surgery made me think about and appreciate my friends. I now know if something ever happens, I have friends who care and will be there. As most people will tell you to your face, "I'll be there.. blah blah blah", I had 2 friends who really went out of there way to proved it. So thanks guys for everything you have done!

The not impressed by list.

Sorry, to not to be mean, but I just wasn;t impressed by some people after my surgery.

1. One of the secretary's at my doctors office. She is one of the first people of whom almost got slapped by me. She is the rudest person I have ever met. What did I do? I pitched a fit complaining twice so far. I have another doctors appointment soon, and this time I'll report her to the doctor. I told all the staff I was not happy with the way I was treated. She was rude and violated the doctors orders for me. She refused to cooperate with me and didn't care what the doctor said. I then inserted my full thoughts to her... The End.

2. My church. I am pretty sure they don't care about me, or ever have (I totally see why so many young adults refuse to enter a church). I'll give the pastor +1 for being at the hospital while I had surgery. The band visited once on week two. That is all. A lot of people claimed they didn't know about my surgery when I went back to church. I told them, several times. It's not my fault if they cannot listen with care and concern when I spoke the words. Plus you would think that people would care enough to tell other to pray or something on those lines. Nope. But my parents church called a massive amount of times, maybe they care a bit more?... They didn't know me and would call. Looks like someone is following what the bible says. I'm not judging, or trying to claim holiness, far from it. I'm just saying, where were they when I needed people around. I mean, just because I didn't feel good, didn't mean I wouldn't notice them not there. I was not in so much pain I forgot everything around me. No, some people coming by would have been nice.

*There was about 2-3 people who asked me about my surgery when I went back to church.

3. The recent people who craped there friendship with me away. The End of This.

4. People who are robots. Programed people. Puppets. People who are being controlled and don't know it. I could go on for hours on this. These individuals I know need to wake up and once in your 40's-50's you should be making choices on your own. Programed people. Robots...

To be continued...
P.S. I'm going to blog more. Be looking for a lot of controversy, as my blogs tend to attract that. It's called being honest. I don't sugar coat to please people, that's what is wrong with this world now, people cannot be honest.

why so blind? just look at the light...

How difficult is it to see the light?
People spend so much time fighting and bickering over silly ideas.
Stress is like fuel for the soul, in many.
Why would you use stress to fuel yourself to live?
Trials are trials, pain is pain, a fight is a fight, words are words...
...the list goes on...


Later - Kevin - superdog

Are you choking yet?

Have you ever thought about *some* people in your life?...
Maybe the people are out to get you?
Maybe the people need you, but hate your guts?
Maybe the people use you?
Maybe the people are so shallow they cannot dig into the facts of a situation?
Maybe the people are so blind they cannot see reality?
Maybe the people are so stuck-up all they can see and hear is a rectum?
Maybe the people are so jealous they cannot be around you?
Maybe the people are so scared you might be a better person than them?
Maybe the people are so scare you might be the person to reveal their true life and/or identity?
Maybe the people just plain suck at life so they think everyone else should suck also?
Maybe the people are scared because I am real?
Maybe the people are scared because I take a stand for what I believe in?
Maybe the people are scared I AM a real leader?
Maybe the people are scared I AM and WILL be successful?

Their is a lot of maybes in life... Some are right, some are wrong?... Who knows.

I DO KNOW, I will NOT put up with the garbage people are throwing at me much longer.

I DO KNOW, people should stand for what is right.

I DO KNOW, leaders need to realize scare tactics are not going to work in the long run.

I DO KNOW, I will not bow down to others who think they know what's going on.

I DO KNOW, I am my own self, a leader, a man, a friend.


You cannot bring me down! Kevin - superdog

TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS

TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS. These people are screaming. The video explains itself.

Student Loan Checks Start To Bounce

Reading the news today, like everyday, I have to have my news fix. I came across an interesting article on digg.com. The article is on student loans starting to bounce! The title surprised me. I know this country is in a heap of financial troubles; however, I thought student loans would not be a problem, for some reason. The thought of a student loan bouncing is not something I want to think about. Being a long term college student, I like to think about the security of my education from time to time. Everyone should think and plan things out ahead. I will be fine, God willing, my finances will be there when I need them; however, if someone does not get the monetary system under control, almost no one will have a secure education, or life for that matter.

Just thought I would scream this out in my blog. Maybe someone who is "important" and cares about education will step up with a solution... The world may never know...



Source: http://www.boston.com/business/personalfinance/articles/2008/04/17/credit_crisis_hits_student_borrowers/

Bush booed at 2008 Nationals home opener

Are you kidding me?! This video makes me sick. How can people be so tasteless.